I'm so Alive

Blogger's Note

I started blogging circa 2004. Apart from my slightly poor grammar skills then, my mind was very different at the time. I threw away majority of my previous journal entries out of shame :D . But some made it to the cut, just something to laugh at or roll eyes with. This post made it.

Maybe my webhost is joining the behavioral disorder/illusion in my mind. pinakamaganda.net, the website is down for almost forever already. While I’m still finding time on when to put everything in order (all those blog migration geeky stuff again), I decided to just build this temporary space where I can shout out what’s going on inside. So I’m back to blogger, my first home base. I just looked at my previous posts (way back 2005) and noticed that there are quite a number of posts with the word/phrase/(anything related to it) – “I’m so alive”. Mostly, it means, I’m back from online hibernation… or, hail the drama queen is back, back from the dead, still alive and kicking. But did I die, really? When my webhost went down, did I go down with it too? I did. I was down. And still down. It’s not that type of down-ness that makes your tears fall down. Not that. Sometimes I try to induce tears but well, my tears are kinda reserved now for tears of joy. Not for sadness. Maybe something inside is losing hope. Maybe. Why do I always feel melancholic in blogger… What’s with blogger? Ok! Let’s hope my webhost will rise from the dead tomorrow! Go Go Go!